Levar
'Var'
Lawrence

A photo of Var Lawrence
Levar 'Var' Lawrence in New York City. Photo courtesy of the author.
Image Description

A color photograph depicting a Black man wearing a white hoodie with a picture of Mario on its front. His hood is up and he's wearing a gold chain along with a red, white, and blue hat with the letters "LA" stitched on it. He has a small lavalier microphone attached to his hood and he's looking at the camera with a slight smile. (Charles Eppley)

In 2005, I was shot in an argument over a dice game in the Fort Greene projects, where I lived. From the Hospital, I went to Goldwater for rehab. In 2013, they closed, and I came to Coler. I always knew how to draw anything. If I had chosen to stay in school, I could've been a tattoo artist or an architect. Instead, I chose to be a drug dealer. Once I got paralyzed like this, I started using my phone to manipulate pictures, using more abstraction. I can still be an artist, just in a different way. When we talk to people, I say what’s in my heart. I talk to kids as if they’re my own. I see my own kids every week. I have three boys and three girls, aged 14 to 25, and I talk to them straight up. That way they can feel they can be straight up with somebody else.